Miscarriage

July 7, 2024

          I want to talk to you—Alito,
                    Barrett, Gorsuch,
Kavanaugh, Roberts, Thomas—
                              tell you how

          I woke that day to vanished
                    morning sickness
and—at the doctor’s office—how the lights
                              and ceiling tiles

          hovered over the exam,
                    the absent heartbeat,
the soothing words—At ten weeks, nature
                              might make this

          simple, but call if you need me.
                    I want you to know
I was young—I stopped for ice cream,
                              something sweet

          to take home to my husband
                    and our napping son.
Please understand—the pain waited
                              for midnight

          to churn, the spilling, fierce—
                    on the bathroom floor,
the kitchen rug, in the car, in the maze
                              of Emergency—

          and how I shivered—my body
                    cold, teeth clattering,
my doctor—rushing in, out—shouting for
                              an operating room.

          If it happened now, a hospital could
                    turn me away—doctors
afraid of arrest—bans insisting on delay,
                              on risking sepsis,

          infertility. Listen! I was blessed
                    with a second child—
born decades ago—a different time, as if
                              a different country.

Christine Rhein is the author of Wild Flight (Walt McDonald Poetry Prize, Texas Tech University Press). Her poems have appeared in The Southern Review, Michigan Quarterly Review and Rattle, and have been selected for Poetry Daily, Verse Daily, and The Best American Nonrequired Reading anthology.

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